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[03 Apr 2007|06:06pm]
[ mood | worried ]

UC Santa Barbara vs UC Davis



I can't decideeee

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yay, internet. [19 Feb 2007|10:25pm]
[ mood | blank ]

so the college trip has been pretty fun. Internet = scarce, however. So it feels like I haven't talked to some of you in forever. haha. Berkeley is so rad. I got a crapload of CDs and a poster... But yeah. Gotta get up early and stuff. See you Wednesday.

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[31 Jan 2007|05:37pm]
uuuggh. I fucking hate you. you're the most pathetic excuse for a human being i've ever met. 95% of what you do is solely to benefit yourself, and on the rare occasion you do someone else a favor, it's only to hold it against them later. everything revolves around you and nothing is ever good enough. all you can do is bitch and whine about your life and you can't even grasp that it's pretty damn good. you should be living in a total shit hole, because you're lazy, pathetic, and incapable of actual hard work. you don't deserve anything you've got, except IBS. you're blind as a fucking bat, and i wish i could literally knock some sense into you. you're the kind of person that makes me hate society in general. i can't wait until i can get away from you permanently. congratulations; you've become everything you once hated.
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My apologies. [20 Dec 2006|01:06am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

I'm sorry... to lots of people. Go ahead and mentally check off the ones that apply to you.

I'm sorry for being over dramatic.
I'm sorry for not caring.
I'm sorry for hurting the people who mean the world to me.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend.
I'm sorry not knowing what I want.
I'm sorry for assuming.
I'm sorry for being busy 90% of the time.
I'm sorry for wasting the majority of the last 10%.
I'm sorry for being afraid of completely avoiding confrontation.
I'm sorry for not spending more time with people when I could have.

But don't get the wrong impression-- I'm not in a self-deprecating mood. I'm not even sad, really. I'm just sorry.

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To those of you who gave a shit, [12 Dec 2006|05:48am]
[ mood | discontent ]

My dad's cancer is called squa.. er, squa something. But the important part is that it IS a type of skin cancer, and as far as cancer goes, it's not too serious. They cut out the tumors and he's going to be going through radiation and all that, but they say that SHOULD kill all of it. The radiation (and possibly kimo) is just to be safe. For now he's his usual self, plus some gnarly gashes in his neck.

For those of you who did acknowledge this in some sense or fashion, I really appreciate it. It means a lot to me.

FrankendadCollapse )

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This is a horror story I don't wanna be inside [06 Dec 2006|07:12am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So a few weeks ago I guess my dad noticed a bump in his neck, like a tumor or something. He went to the doctor's to check it out, they tested it and told him they were pretty sure it's not cancerous, but they were gonna send him to a specialist in San Diego to make sure. He went today to get a biopsy, and as it turns out it is cancer. They said they think they removed it all, it was in its early stages, and he's going to go through radiation... but somehow I don't feel consoled when these stupid fucks were "almost positive" it WASN'T cancer. My mom says it's like a skin cancer, but internal. Like I said, it's a lump, not a wacked out mole. I can't find any information on it online, and I wish I could just ask the doctor, "HOW serious is this?" Because everyone gets skin cancer... but it's on the inside, which I'm guessing makes it way easier to spread to vital organs and the like.

I don't know if I've ever been so upset. I love my dad so much, he's the only person in this house who keeps me sane. I've been crying my eyes out all damn night, and I'm pretty sure sleep is going to be a joke at this point. Don't expect to see me at school tomorrow.

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Here they arrrreee [15 Nov 2006|01:13am]
I was putting it off until I got my camera developed, but that's not gonna happen for a while, lol. 



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[12 Oct 2006|09:20pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Disneyland.

Was completely rad.

Pictures to follow! (right, Becky? lol)

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[01 Oct 2006|06:45pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Fuck me.

Because I really hate myself sometimes.

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Weezer - "Butterfly" [21 Sep 2006|11:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yesterday I went outside
With my momma's mason jar
Caught a lovely butterfly

When I woke up today
Looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in her breast


I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm

Everytime I pin down what I think I want
It slips away
The ghost slips away

I smell you on my hand for days
I can't wash away your scent
If I'm a dog then you're a bitch

I guess you're as real as me
Maybe I can live with that
Maybe I need fantasies

A life of chasing butterfly

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm

Everytime I pin down what I think I want
It slips away
The ghost slips away

I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never coming back
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

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Fake LJ love [19 Sep 2006|05:48am]
[ mood | bored ]

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
"Damnit the hairspray made my bangs all weird."

2. When's the next time you will have sex?
The next time? I couldn't tell you, haven't done it the first time, haha

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
You're trying to set me up... I'll take it. How'bout "motherfuck"

4. Favorite planet?
You never know what you've got till it's gone. RIP Pluto.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list?
Lesbian

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Ima Robot - "Alive"

7. What shirt are you wearing?
A long sleeve stripey shirt

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Showering

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
My feet are naked :o

10. Bright or dark room?
Depends on the level of darkness/brightness. If I couldn't see what I was doing I'd get frustrated.. if it was too bright my eyes might explode.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
She's gay

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
Uh, well, couldya be more specific? I mean, does one have a huge puddle on it or something?

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeeeping

14. What did your last text on your phone say?
"Haha nerd... well im going to go to bed ill talk to you tomorrow goodnight! <3"

15. How do you like your eggs?
Fried.. with toast. :D 

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
"lol" and as of recently "Yeah boi!"

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
Richie

18. Last furry thing you touched?
lol? My hair I guess

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Zippity do da

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
I'm sure there's one somewhere

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
Probably a young one. Ahh simplicity.

22. Your worst enemy?
Procrastination. And right now, the Jauguars. hmpf.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
George Micheal... from ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT not the singer, lol.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
lol that's so general.. uhh I kind of grumbled "Morning" to my dad about an hour ago

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
Flight! Like I wouldn't make a zillion off that, anyways.

26. Do you like someone? In that way?
Yes. And yes.

27. The last song you listened to?
Weezer - "Across the Sea"

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot, what would you do?
My dad? I'd be pretty sad.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face, who would it be?
hahahahaha holy crap where do I start? Desiree, Nicole, Bryan, John.. the list goes on

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
The chair I guess, since I'm sitting on it lol

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Jesus Christ [18 Sep 2006|08:25pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Don't you just despise thinking?

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Dear Jason, [01 Sep 2006|06:04am]
[ mood | amused ]

If that's gonna be you in 15 years I PRAY we're still friends.

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Yessssss [31 Aug 2006|01:41pm]
[ mood | content ]

I got my Mexican cheese. 


VIVA QUESO FRESCO!

I'm still in wanting of home-made tortillas, though.

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uuuuughhh FUCK [30 Aug 2006|08:15pm]
[ mood | irate ]

In Health we're learning about stress and stressors, and how to deal with stress and stressors. How to identify your stressors. 

In English we're reading Hamlet.


STRESSOR THY NAME IS MOTHER. 

Fuck you. You don't know everything. 

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[09 Aug 2006|04:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]

0 period = AP Spanish 4 con senorita Avalos.
1st period = Health with coach Lind.. he's gonna make me TA
2nd period = AP Government with Mr. Pfeieffer... I think that's how you spell it...
3rd period = AVID with Ms. Sotero
4th period = AP Calc with Mr. Lundsatan
5th period = Photo with Mrs. Mallaby
6th period = Right now it's regular Lit with Mr. Brough but I signed up for AP Lit.. so when it changes I'll have Mrs. Brown again.


weee

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Dear Internet, [07 Aug 2006|04:21pm]
[ mood | excited ]

YOU HAVE NO BOUNDS NOW. FOR I INSTALLED DSL TODAY.

:]

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[03 Aug 2006|11:20am]
[ mood | crappy ]

So I officially know what it's like to fucking hate your job. I feel so enlightened.

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Pillowpants! [26 Jul 2006|12:01pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Clerks 2 was freaking funny. I suggest you go see it. If Pirates 2 isn't out anymore by the 30th, me and Richie are gonna see Clerks 2, lol. Natalie, Jon, Nathan, and Joseph (Nathan's friend) and I went to go see it on Sunday night. Afterwards there was this Q&A thing with Kevin Smith. He's a funny guy.. haha. I wanted to ask why Dante wore a cross necklace in the new movie... he didn't in any other movies... but eh, I was too much of a pussy. Then I wanted to ask him why he was late to Comicon for Mario, 'cause he was telling me how he was like a billion hours late.

 

Yeah. Fuck  trying to take pictures in movie theaters. (That white-ish blob is Kevin Smith, lol)


So on Monday we pretty much slept all day. Natalie had to get up at 4am for work, and we were out till like 3am, lol. Tuesday we went to the cemetary because it was her friend Jamie's birthday.. it was depressing but not really sad. haha Natalie was all, "We should have brought her a Big Mac or something" and Jon was like, "A Big Mac?? She isn't hungry!" I guess she killed herself like 4 years ago or something. Then we just hung around.. walked to Starbucks.. fun stuff.

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Dear Lesbian, [22 Jul 2006|07:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Up for another go?


AUG 2006

Fri Aug 11
POMONA, CA
ELKS LODGE

The Phenomenauts
Astounding Roy
Nutninos
TBA

All Ages $10adv/$10 dos
door 8 show 8:30

ELKS LODGE
695 E. Foothill Blvd
Pomona, CA 91767


Maybe we can get a discount since my uncle is an Elk. hahaha

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